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Kirkland 1

March 2010

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Kirkland 1

Starting over

Well I binged with my friend yesterday, I couldn't stop!
At least I didn't purge...working HARDER THAN EVER on that!

That is why I am starting over.
I gained weight of course and now have to aim for the SAME goal weight I have been so close to attaining, AGAIN!
I am 121.5 lbs....I was 116...I SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I bought all my safe foods and am NOT going to bars, restaurants or parties to avoid any temptation.
(I may go to one on Sat for a SHORT time...but straight home and NO BOOZE!)
I HAVE to stop drinking. It is a waste of money; high in calories; and makes me binge.

I am going to become reclusive for my own sanity.
I need to work at myself and my career...not go to a bunch of lame parties and meet loser men.

RULES ARE BEING CREATED AND WILL BE FOLLOWED!
GOT TO GET CONTROL

If only I had a job :-(
I am broke and freaked out!

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